That sounds kinda gay. I´m gonna sit in the darkness all winter at the arctic circle drinking vodka and think about what i will be doing during the 3 weeks of summer next year.
L2 Citadel was a 5x hellbound and that's a lowrate considering there´s no vit and GL opening up HB island. 1st Citadel was prolly the most fun server past year or so 2nd citadel there were no competition and the rest dunno.
If you cannot get barakiel, you don´t deserve it, easy as that.
The old Russian server tactic of dragging Barakiel to Monastic Fortress is slightly annoying though but play, adapt and overcome is the name of the game.
You seem to be obsessed with mothers and sisters, is it from all the generations of inbreeding in your family? That might actually explain your severe autism.