From what i see no one is able to help u brother i am afraid, i dont know what happened to u at young age,maybe u got bullied? maybe u had some weird relative that was touching u in weird places? i don't know realy.U come to a gaming forum with attitude and try to offend people that are talking about the subject that the forum is about .You got your 5 minutes of attention for the day now i will leave to continue what ever it is that u do when no one is paying attention to you.