Dude, I really feel sorry for you, since you will never have an idea what does it mean to be part of a social group…
Keep convincing people that you play not for 2 euro per hour (but for 3).
So, don’t try to understand that, coz you might get brain damage. Just keep doing what your owners are telling you to do.
Btw, do they pay you also for flaming on the forum? Or that service is not included in the package?